Aherm. Aherm. I have a personality-twin, you see. And its kinda hard to explain. I’ve got two different personalities here, you guys. And well.. uh. You could actually see the difference from the way I smile.
Photo #1 (top) is me from the cyber world. The smile I usually wear on my profile pictures, DPs, or any other social networking sites, or in any public sites that could be seen by many. A smile that many could like ‘cause they don’t see the real me and they don’t care enough to know. We always want to look good in public, right? We always want to impress someone—someone you can always hopefully reach through the internet. You don’t want to earn a bad reputation or haters. You don’t want to be judged. That’s all me. And its just a front but its not fake.
Photo #2 (not the top) is me here in my reality. The smile I wear every morning, afternoon, night, midnight, dawn, and in front of my damn computer. Whether in front of my family, or any blood related, or buddies I’ve known for years. I don’t care if my fckng gums are coming out from too much smiling. ‘Cause they know me well enough to appreciate it. That I won’t be scared to reveal my true self ‘cause they love the real me. The real me who laughs like there’s no tomorrow; who sits and even acts like a boy; a childish-slash-immature freak whose a sucker for appreciation. Which are the things you don’t know much about me ‘cause we haven’t met. And you see, my eyes are much more happier when I act natural.
Whether you care or not, I’m still thanking you for reading my blog even though it sucks like a vampire falling in love with a selfish swan.